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someone sent this to me and i thought it was cute... [01 Jan 2006|05:07pm]

[ mood | crazy ]

[ music | baby is on the phone ]

May the New Year bring you:

• troubles that last only seconds
• giggles that last minutes
• chuckles that last hours
• laughs that last days
• smiles that last weeks
• happiness that lasts months
• friendships that last years
and..
• love that lasts a lifetime.

happy new year kids.

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blah blah blah [18 Dec 2005|01:24pm]

[ mood | energetic ]

[ music | matts CD ]

weekends lately have been what i think about to get through my week.
i got a 73 on a chemistry test. which is really good. because it is the only one i have passed all year.
dance is my life. i swear. no questions.

my best friend is gorgeousssssss. she got her haircut and looks amazing.. as always.
and i'm going to miss her when she leaves on tuesday.
and now she moved.. so hopefully i'll see more of her. and she'll probably be at my house everyday.. like normal.

what else.
work is awesome.
i got some money from the old people. [because they like me THAT much]
jk they gave money to everyone. but thats ok.
work. is my safe haven.
just like dance.
they are the only places that make me smile when i'm having a bad day.
and not to mention some guy wants to marry me. at work. HAHAHA.
because i gave made him a special order..?
wow. i love my job.

ok kids.
time to go on with my boring life and all that.
have a realllllllly good break.
and i still need to go shopping for christmas.
and be safe on new years! <3

i love you
i love you
i love you
i love youuuuu

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today is the start of the rest of our lives. [11 Dec 2005|09:37am]

[ mood | loved ]

[ music | matts CD that he made me. ]

let me tell you. that the past 2 months have been the most amazing months of my life.
i love wrestling my boy in front of my best friend... and LOSING.
hahahahahahaha. i'm a whimp.
and NO kayleigh. it's not R rated. its like PG. haha :)
but anyways.
i went to see the checkers win on friday night with my twin & her boytoy & my baby.
oh it was a good time.
matt & zach checked out those uhh.. "cheerleaders" if thats what you want to call them.
and me and kayleigh checked out hot #6 whenever he came up on that big screen. haha.

i ate crack.
made by kayleigh.
its real addicting.

yesterdayyyyyyyyy i met matts dads family. and hungout with him forever. it was awesome as always.
blah blah blah blah blah.

today is the panthers game and i'm staying home because i have to workkkk and do some homework. whoo hoo.

and my best friend chelsea. even though we havn't hung out in FOREVER. it still feels like we are as close as anything.
car rides in the morning couldn't be better than this.
we sit there and laugh our asses off. and play music really loud.
and tell each other about our weekends or whats going on in our lives. and all the new drama.
and even though all that is awesome.. we still need to hang out soooooon. haha.
actually - i should probably go call her and see how her weekend was because i havn't talked to her all weekend!

ok guys. enough of my boring life.
i love you.

<3

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iiiiiiiiiii dont wanna go another dayyyy.. without telling you whats on my mind. [02 Dec 2005|10:22pm]

[ mood | thankful ]

[ music | stick with youuuuu ]

i love life.
even though i was sick on wednesday. yuck. that was the worst.
BUT.

my best friend called me today.
while i was on my way to work.
and told me she loved me.
she is pretty much the most amazingly wonderful best friend EVER.
and i can tell her anything.
and we pretty much don't ever get mad at each other.
unless we are already pissed off about things.
and just taking it out on each other.
she's the best.

oh. and this other best friend i have.
shes really always there for me.
and i like spending time with her.. when i have time.
she always loves doing things with me too.
and she owes me a back massage.
and i swear to god everytime i hear soul survivor i think of her.
shes my dearest twin.

and when i go to sleep at night.
i thank god for the people in my life that help me get through the day.
i pretty much think you know who you are.
thanks kids.

so-today was such a bullshit day.
i could be sick every a-day and be ok with life. and b-days too.
oops not chemistry or math. so scratch that b-day thing.

me and my boy are going to look hot tomorrow.
me and him & my twin and her boy are going to be the hottest 4-sum there.
and you better know it.

<3
sorry we lost guys.
we came a long way though.

now. on a friday night.. i'm going to go upstairs and do some US history homework.
because i will have no other time to do it this weekend.
so yay for friday night homework.

ps. we have company and they make me laugh.
pps. i hate being a girl.

thats all.
<33333

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[19 Nov 2005|10:07am]

[ mood | blah ]

[ music | meet the fockers is on tv. ]

eh.

4.37 GPA. yay.
considering i thought i wasn't going to get above a 4.
guess what?
me and my twin got the same GPA. making us MORE twins than we already are.
FREAKYYYY.

plans for the weekend?
last night i had to work.
mommy dearest wanted to watch a movie. so we started watching pay it forward.. but i kinda fell asleep because of all the lack of sleep from last weekend. until matt & chelsea called me. so i talked to them for a while.
todayyyy - i have to work at 12.30. whoo hoo. then come home. do homework. [yay] and then harry potter tonight! ah. i'm so excited.
and then i'm spending the night at my best friends house. WHICH i havn't done in a while because her ass has been grounded. haha.
and then tomorrow i have to work. and hopefully hang out with chillers. :)

and i watched one tree hill this morning.
andd it was sad.
i want nathan & haley back. WHICH I THINK IS GOING TO HAPPEN SOON!!!
ah. get pumped.

ok. time to go get gas for mommy.
and get ready for my day of .. oh so much fun.

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so i keep on takin and no i aint takin. [11 Nov 2005|07:38am]

[ mood | calm ]

[ music | my humps is STUCK in my head. ]

hi all.
you know what i realized the other day?
my weeks seem to go by so much faster when i already have stuff planned for the weekend.
you know.. like i'm looking forward to it. so it goes by real fast.
YAY.

so.
i know this lady.
who knows some guy.
that is selling a white ford explorer. 1997. and its in REAL good condition.
and of course its a car so i'm like.. hell yes i want that.
and i tell my parents and my dad says no.
and i'm like.. uhhhhh OK. well then what other car am i going to get?
and i think he's just thinking that toyota tacoma will come around some day or another!
so yay for a toyota tacoma. but boo for a car-less megan [as always]

um. you wanna know something dorky?
after i got off the phone w/ em ay double tee last night,
i did my math homework.
until 12.
then went to bed.
haha. what can i say. it was easy.

and NOW. today. i'm pumped.
big family trip to the mountains.
ah. i'll be sure to take lots of pictures and not show anyone.
because me putting pictures on here is lots of hard work.
and i dont know how.
hahahahaha.

i missed ballet/pointe last night.
i'm really bummed out.
i like dancing. a lot. its my safehaven.
and now i have to do like 12 million times the stretching i would usually do so that i can get in my excercise for the week.
BUT last night i got to spend it with natalie. the most amazing girl ever.
whoo hooooo.

anywhoooo.
time to go.
just thought it was time for an update in the life of me.
but thats ok. i know its boring.
<3333

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i could have danced all night [05 Nov 2005|11:03pm]

i liked today.
i had a lot of fun.
dancing my heart out.
and it was so hot.

i liked everything about last night too.
not yesterday.
because yesterday was just.. emotional day for me.
but last night that boy, and my twin, and her boy came over.
and we watched star wars episode 3.
WHICHH i was very interested in.
because i havn't seen any star wars movie. [AH. YES SHOOT ME NOW.]
but i liked it.
and sigh.

but now its time to get back to reality.
i guess tomorrows just a boring day with nothing to do but work.
and homework.
sounds like fun.

i miss my best friend.
i hope shes looking gorgeous at that wedding.

time to go upstairs and watch SOME sort of movie.
to calm me down.
because right now..
all i feel like doing..

is DANCING.

<3333 love times a billion.

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3 weeks. and then some. <3 [02 Nov 2005|04:24pm]

[ mood | calm ]

[ music | disney songsssss. ]

iffffffffffffffffff......

you could describe me in one word.. what would it be??

let me know.

<3 love you.

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all i want for christmas is my two front teeth. [31 Oct 2005|07:49pm]

[ mood | giddy ]

[ music | these words. duh. ]

i had a good weekend.
worked some.
hung out with people some.
WENT TO THE PANTHERS GAME. which was amazing.
i was sporting my jake jersey. butttttt. i decided. i want a blue steve smith jersey.
ha. and i'm going to get it cheap too. BUT I WONT TELL YOU WHERE. ha

and then i had a whole bunch of homework to catch up on last night.
but thats ok.
because i had the most amazing night last night.
getting scared so bad at that haunted house in lauras neighborhood. hahahaha.
i'm not sure that gate shut.. but thats ok. the goblins didnt come to get me.

and i have a really great twin.
and my best friend is amazing and DOESNT GET TO SEE ME THIS WEEKEND BECAUSE SHE HAS TO GO BE IN A WEDDING. <3
and my boyfriend is amazing. and you can tell him i told you that too.

time to go upstairs and watch some movies.
to scare me.
as i'm all alone on halloween.

<3
have a good week everyone.

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asdfjkl; [18 Oct 2005|10:01pm]

[ mood | productive ]

[ music | these words. ]

why dont i just jump on the bandwagon and go ahead and do this for the 3 people that probably want to know this..

Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

i am so happy.
thank you.
and goodnight.

<3

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im lifting you up. i'm letting you down. i'm dancing til dawn. i'm fooling around. [15 Oct 2005|11:20am]

[ mood | excited ]

[ music | maroon 5. must get out. ]

i've been wondering when i'd get tagged by someone to do this.

10 things that make me happy:
1-one tree hill.
[my freaking obsession. makes me laugh and cry and all that stuff... so of COURSE its #1.]
2-when your best friend calls you because a song on the radio reminds her of you.
[what can i say. everytime my humps comes on the radio.. i know about it}
3-listening to maroon 5, gavin degraw or kelly clarkson.
4-spending time with the people that you seriously adore.
[aka my best friend, my twin and my boyfriend. which i have done for the past like 3 weekends.]
5-having long ass conversations with people on the phone. who you havnt talked to in forever. just to catch up on drama and life.
[em see. shadikidi. lilly. that goes for you girls.]
6-driving.
[especially with actual people in the car.]
7-having someone call you just because they are thinking about you. not because they want to talk about anything in particular.
8-my job.
[this one table of ladies. i can make them laugh so hard. and the other night when i was having a shitty night.. one of them asked me what was wrong and actually cared. i told her "nothing just drama". and then last night she grabbed my arm and was like "is the drama better?" and i said "yes i was just stressed. thats all. but THANK YOU for asking." they are awesome. not to mention most of the people i work WITH are the coolest people ever.]
9-dance.
[the girls i dance with are amazing. and plus. dance is like my safe-haven. i could be having the worst day ever. and go there and just chill. not to mention when i get new things or can actually do a triple pirouette. yay. those are the best.]
10-the beach.
[tanning. laying out allllllll day. being to scared to go in the ocean because of jellyfish but going in anyways. the sand. all the colors. the people. the sunsets. did i mention that i LOVE sunsets? well i do. the shopping. the smell of suntan lotion. i dont know about yours.. but mine smells good. playing cards late at night. getting my lip burnt so that its so big.. it looks like i'm pouting all the time. calling people at night. fireworks. the SOUND of the ocean at night. walking on the beach. just EVERYTHING about it.]
but wait.. theres more.
11-playing the piano.
[especially when people listen to the ONE song that i have memorized at the time being. and actually liking it. its always nice to make people smile with my music.]
12-dreaming.
[i watched cinderella today. because my mom got it on DVD. and let me tell you. there is like this music video of the song "a dream is a wish your heart makes." so i pretty much like dreaming my wishes. and i like dreaming RANDOM things. they're always pretty funny. but i think i have lost my dreaming skills. i passed them on to my sister. its a sad thing. i want my dreams back.]

and that was 12. just like kayleigh. again. something to PROVE that we are twins.
not that i know anyone who might do it.
BUT.
i tagggggg... beth. laura and chelsea for now.

its 11.40.
i gotta go get started on my US History stuff. and then my math stuff.
so i can get it all done by tonightttttt.

<3 have a good weekend

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i aint no hollaback girlllllll [09 Oct 2005|07:50pm]

[ mood | refreshed ]

[ music | canon in d. my favoriteeee ]

..another amazing weekend.

with that best friend of mine.
sheeeeee is amazinggggggggggggggggg.
and freaking. we always have a good time.

so.. this weekend. was very good. for like 20 different reasons.
but thats ok.

now its time to freakin buckle down for school stuff tomorrow.
haha.
time for homework.
again.
its all i ever do anymore.
besides freaking worry about everyone and be happy.
yayyyyy for happiness.

love times a billlllllion

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because of you.. i am afraid. [07 Oct 2005|08:41pm]

[ mood | contemplative ]

[ music | footloose soundtrack. ]

so i was upstairs.
and i was seriously about to start my homework.
when i got distracted by the like 20 picture frames in my corner, because i've always been to busy or too lazy to actually put the frames up and put pictures in them and stuff.
so i start going through old pictures.

and i just started crying tears of joy.
because these pictures were amazing.
its like. all of the pictures captured at least one happy moment in my life.
and to me.. thats priceless.

and i'm a freak and i save EVERYTHING.
so i decided to save all my holiday type cards that i thought were worth keeping.
i put them in a scrapbook actually.
there was one out though. it's on my dresser. i have always wondered why i keep it on my dresser.
it was a christmas card from my mom from like last year or something. I read it and i figured out why i kept it.
i started crying. because i'm complain so much about things, when really i love my family. to death. and wouldn't trade it for the world. [most of the time]. and my mom especially. its like.. she gets christmas cards with stuff written inside of them. but she actually reads them to fit me. and she ALWAYS writes... i totally agree with this card.
and this particular christmas card had to do with a daughter. and how she steps back from everything and notices the beauty of things. and not just go step for step. i love her.

and not only does she do this, but so do i. i go to eckerds or hallmark or wherever to get a card. and i actually pick one out that i think reminds me of someone. i dont just do it to be like.. yeah you're real great. i do it to show how much i care. and since i can't put it into words.. why not put it into words of another poet? ha. but seriously.

i love you... world.
and i also started writing letters to people. that i actually never intend on giving anyone. but just for me to write down how i feel. and how someday, maybe i'll work up the courage to tell people how i actually feel. instead of going around it. and leading people on in most cases.

therefore. i am done with my analytical post for the day.
time to go to bed so i can be smart in the AM.

<3 have a good weekend.

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i met a girl down at a disco. she said hey hey hey hey lets go. [06 Oct 2005|09:44pm]

[ mood | content ]

[ music | my humpppppp ]

i just thought everyone and their mothers should know..
that one tree hill was freaking amazing.
i cried my eyes out once again.
because nathan and haley are my life.
and i want them back together. and its just sad.
and yes. i actually did cry.
i know i'm pathetic. but thats ok.

i rely too much on people i think.
ehh. thats not good.

i dont know what else to say.
i heard the song that they play at the very end scene of dirty dancing today on the radio.
i fell in love.
that is my favorite movie.
and that is by far the most amazing song to end a movie in.
so yay for that.

i'm such a procrastinator.
thats not good at all.
i hate doing work at school.
and cramming it all in.
but this thing i have called a social life. kinda gets in the way.

oh well.
for the most part i love my days.

ok. im going to peace out now.

<3 love love love.

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one more thing.. [04 Oct 2005|09:23pm]

i'm sorry.
i think i left something out of that last entry...

ONE TREE HILL COMES ON TOMORROW NIGHT.
oh lord. i am so pumped. :).

i love emory patrick smith.
he is my hero.
and... i just thought you all should know that.

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[04 Oct 2005|08:20pm]

[ mood | random ]

[ music | canon in dddd ]

theres so much i want to say.
but i seriously can't put it all into words.

so for one. the PEOPLE that i work with are awesome.
and i freaking love my job. [once again]
and i dont care if you make fun of me. for what i do or my cute little bowtie i wear.
iiiiiiiiiii think it's all adorable.

and for another.
i love and absolutely adore my friends.

and i say the same things over and over and over again in here.
but its ok.
repitition is good sometimes. for the soul.

i love you.

thats all.
i'll write more when something interesting happens.

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theres gotta be more to lifeeeeee. [25 Sep 2005|02:58pm]

[ mood | blah ]

[ music | thinking... ]

i have been thinking a lot today.
about life.
itsss.. good and bad.

spent this whole weekend with my best friend. shes pretty much my sister.
andddd i spent 2 hours with my twin yesterday. and we talked about EVERYTHING. and that was awesome.

its like i have so much to say. but i cant say it to the world.
just to the people that matter..

i love work.
i only associate with the people i like. i'm nice and smile lots.
and the other bitchy people i just attempt to be polite. i think it works most of the time

and. i have an A in english.
and a C in chemistry.
hopefully i'll bring that chemistry grade up.

so anyways. the panthers are playing right now.
and i want to marry steve smith.
and i learned today that my parents tailgated with his son last year sometime. AND I MISSED IT.
so that sucks.

but. go panthers and go bills.
and life will go on.

.. just. think before you do things.
please. and thank you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EASHA.
i hope you had a good time last night and today. I LOVE YOUUUUUU.

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thats why two plus two makes four. duh. [18 Sep 2005|08:24pm]

[ mood | smiling of course ]

[ music | the emmys are onnnnnn. ]

other than my last entry making me smile at all those things...

i had the most amazing day yesterday.
the whole day. and night. and all that.
and the smiling never stops...

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things that make me smile... [17 Sep 2005|01:42pm]

[ mood | cant complain. ]

[ music | when the stars go blue. [from one tree hill] ]

-the beach.
-getting phone calls from certain people.
-people that make me laugh when ive had a shitty day.
-laughing so hard my stomach & face hurt
-noticing people looking at you. [in a good way]
-hearing my favorite song on the radio
-.. hearing my favorite song on the radio twice and dancing and singing to it. with my best friend.
-layin in bed all day
-laughing at myself. [after i trip of course]
-when people laugh at my retardedness.
-listening to maroon 5 and gavin degraw
-phone calls at 11 that last for hours.
-having someone tell you how beautiful you are.
-inside jokes. make me laugh hard.
-spending time with old friends.
-spending time with your BEST friend.
-making new friends.
-having a reallllllllllly good dream.
-swinging.
-surprise parties.
-being with someone you really care about.
-hanging out with an old friend as if NOTHING has changed at all.
-knowing that someone is thinking about you.[aka when your best friend calls you because a song on the radio reminds her of you. <3]
-hugging someone.
-feeling loved.
-knowing your trusted.
-knowing your best friends have you back. no matter what.

i dont know.
just realized all these things.
and the last one. is definately true. my best friends do have my back. and i freakin love them for it.

i promised myself that this year would be different and i would be hanging out with new people.
but i realized. i dont need to hang out with new people.
the people i hang out with now are the best i could ask for.
and.. i can live with that.

thanks babyssssss.

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[10 Sep 2005|10:13pm]

[ music | the killers. ]

i
freaking
love
my
friends.

they are the most amazing people in the world.
you should meet them someday you know.

oh.. did i tell you all i have a twin? her name is kayleigh kemmy. and we pretty much lived the same life this week. hahaha.

okkkkkk.

I HEARTTTT YOUUUUUUUU.

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